"I'm exactly like that insect again. For some reason"—Jonathan
paused between the words—"it's not allowed, it's forbidden, it's
against the insect law, to stop banging and flopping and crawling up the
pane even for an instant. Why don't I leave the office? Why don't I
seriously consider, this moment, for instance, what it is that prevents
me leaving? It's not as though I'm tremendously tied. I've two boys to
provide for, but, after all, they're boys. I could cut off to sea, or
get a job up-country, or—" Suddenly he smiled at Linda and said in
a changed voice, as if he were confiding a secret, "Weak … weak. No
stamina. No anchor. No guiding principle, let us call it."
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